Disappointment is the initial feeling I got when challenged with the meaning of the term kafkaesque. Disappointment is what I felt when finding out that the life of service that chose me is an example of kafkaesque. The whole world will never be saved, yet I remain optimistic. Disappointment is the moment that one recognizes the reason Swedish fish are a few cents more than the cheaper imitation-childhood promises never kept but unforgettable. Disappointment is out of body experiences where even when screaming directives at yourself you fail to recognize the voice.